FINAL FANTASY VIII

yawnz..

2008-11-07T20:10:00.002+08:00

CRAP!!

2007-05-05T21:01:00.000+08:00

today is the crappest day in my life lor! wth sia... today go driving get scolded by the instructor because i never renew my PDL, but i can understand la, he can't take the risk, but keep saying me i was like... argh!!! then i accompany sebas around cdc for his driving thing also, then when i go home super tired le lor! then wth my mum come and irritate me and nag at me again because of an old matter, AHHH ANGRY LA!!! i so tired she still nag at me, somemore that matter passed so long already lor! then suddenly bring it up, i so tired she still come irritate me, haizzzz, who else can understand me la!!! i miss you!!! T_T

haiz...

2007-04-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

i everyday *** to sleep.. every night think about it... when will my suffering ever ends.. i am tired...... really.. tired....

Remove Stitches!!!

2007-04-09T20:21:00.000+08:00

today is finally my day to remove stitches! so happy la! i dreamt that i can finally talk normally before that.. wah the feeling was so nice.. then my dad come in and spoil my dream, hahaha kns.. coz almost time to head for hospital le..

when i reach.. i was so nervous.. i scare it will be itchy and i will be laughing all my way haha, i know i am weird =) coz you know ah.. pull out something from your skin, will have the itchy feeling haha..

but unexpectedly.. they finish removing the stitches and i did not feel anything at all! its like the just use the tool knock my teeth then the stitches come out le, hahaha such fast and easy thing, save my worry ^^

YAY my mouth is finally back to normal! congratz me please x) but one thing.. haizzzzz.... there's a bad ulcer near my throat.. now i drink water i also will pain la, i hate it! why am i sooooo sway! ROARRRR, oh well, cya till the next time i update my blog wahaha.. CYA

The Period Of HELL!!!

2007-04-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

1) cannot talk properly

2) cannot laugh properly

3) cannot drink and eat properly

4) keep on feeling pain

5) sometimes head pain

6) face swollen, cannot sleep in any comfortable position i like

7) don't dare to go out, face swollen till like that people take me as monster

not trying to let anyone pity me.. just trying to remind myself how fortunate i am, LOL!

1st operation in my life....

2007-03-31T16:33:00.000+08:00

well.. it all starts when i wake up.. about 6am like that.. lots of people sms me to wish me good luck.. so touched x) haha then play maple till about 7.30am.. bath then 8am leave house le.. about 9am reach there.. then go level 3 the Day Surgery place... wah.. very "qiao" la.. i saw my ITE teacher, he also go there pluck teeth, haha.. but 2 nia.. lucky.. i am like 6!!!

then about 9.30am its finally my turn to go in the room.. then go in.. they gimme their hospital robe let me change.. so cold la!! the clothes so thin.. then aircon cold haha.. then they assigned my bed to me.. then close the curtain and ask me wait for my turn to operate... wait wait wait from 9.30am.. till 12pm like that la!! lucky meanwhile got friend sms me talk to me haha.. or else i can really stone there le.. then about 12pm the nurse come le.. then shoot dunno what chemical inside my nose.. wah very very uncomfortable.... then ask me hold a blanket and sit one side like an idiot to wait for my turn.. waited about 15 mins finally push me in the operation room le.. first they poke a needle into my left hand.. think also put the "ma zhui" thing ba.. then they bluff one sia! they gimme you know the oxygen thing to put at my mouth.. they say gimme oxygen.. then i breathing normally.. suddenly spray the "ma zhui" thing right into my mouth and nose.. i choke straight away.. i think that's the most scary thing during the operation.. haha.. then after they spray i straight away lost conscious le.. then wake up all done le, haha that's fast for me, coz i am sleeping!!! =x times flies when one are asleep.. wake up le.. the most uncomfortable thing is not my mouth pain sia.. is the chemical they spray in me.. my throat super ultra uncomfortable.. that's the most unpleasant thing in my life..

conclusion? operation is not scary at all.. the scariest part is when they spray the "ma zhui" thing!!!! ahhh it is totally crap haha.. i got phobia of operation is because of the "ma zhui" thing.. much more choking than wasabi la.. haiz well... my face is super swollen now.. i die also won't let others see how i looks like now.. haha.. well shall wait till next week i remove stitches.. hope i will be back to normal soon, i miss those good foodsssss haha

rulz

2007-01-30T11:35:00.000+08:00

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2006-11-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

have i ever give you enough? or since the beginning you are not satisfied with me..? you always got different kinds of excuses to tell me.. but i always respect your decision even though i think it's an excuse.. i let you go crazy.. let you do whatever you want.. i thought one day you will be touched by me.. rumours spreaded to my ear about you and other guy.. i even pretend i do not know anything because i trusted you so much.. until now... my dream had finally broken into pieces.. then i realised how stupid i am.. i always wanted to ask you, who do you really love? since love is difficult to differentiate good or bad.. i had chose not to run away and raise my courage to ask you about it.. but you chosen to ignore me.. but i wouldn't dare to blame you for it.. because i realise it's actually my fault.. i gave you too much freedom.. but i really really really really really really want to at least know why you do this to me.. just a sentence of explanation i also happy.. to release me from this torturing..

Time can help us forget all thing?

2006-11-25T13:54:00.000+08:00

few days passed again.. my mind still remains unchanged.. if time can really help us forget everything.. why i still haben forget.. one of my friend told me that it may takes very long.. but very long also includes "Forever".. what nonsense! god, can at least state a time for me? at least i know when i will give it up, my headache refuses to cure, i just have to act normal everyday, people around me may worry.. my ITE friend is so much caring than my secondary school friend's.. although they are bunch of lamers hahahaa... of all my school life, i guess ITE is the most happy school life among all.. people there are interesting and funny.. we share almost everything together(almost share underwear LOL) but never la.. we share shirt share clothes blah blah.. so fun =) i miss NPCC, si tian go Bintan alone!!! next time NPCC trip remember call me lol i also want to go, last time Kota Tinggi that trip was one of my happiest memory

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2006-11-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

my mind is her.. it's still her.. how can i forget about her? someone please please please teach me.. from "that day" onwards, my mind could not find peace at all.. my mind is still her.. i really really really want to know what did i do wrong.. why did she do this to me.. if god really exist.. is he/she playing with my life? why don't god go find others but only choose me, my life have never been smooth, in whatever, anything i do.. i really can't think of a single thing that i am happy about.. why is god so unfair? why must you ONLY aim me? i rather be a chicken and get killed as soon as i am ready... i going to collapse.....

o_O

2006-11-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

very good.. i am back to update my "almost-abandoned" blog, haha.. thanks to SOMEONE who reminded me! wahaha.. these few days, or rather weeks? or rather months? i never even thought of updating due to the busy 8am~7pm schedule EVERYDAY other than weekend.. haha.. i also not sure i am tired or not.. i feels tired but not tired (what nonsense o_O) haha anyway! my school is fun, its since a LONG time since i thought studies are fun =x maybe i went siao haha.. but able to study with close friends are fun.. not only can learn things, also can build bonds among us.. haha can really counted as my FIRST TIME feels that studies are fun.. now school are almost allll projects.. yawnzzz.. lucky when i reach home got SOMEONE always accompany me, or else i can bored to death or maybe just die for no reason lol.. thanks to that SOMEONE =) am like listening and singing song now, NOTHING to do, thanks to that SOMEONE again for giving me things to do (updating blog) lol.. but listen! i still RULZ =) ok is this entry long? i nothing more to say, let's do nothing again, HAIL FOR NOTHING!

working in Siglap Secondary

2006-10-12T07:25:00.000+08:00

i've never thought it could be so fun working in my previous school..! haha.. all the teacher's attitude towards colleague and students is so much a difference.. at first i join them i sort of scare of them ( due to secondary school's phobia?) wahahaha!!! but now ok le.. but there's a bit changes in us.. i helping the HODs do admin work mah.. then sometimes need to chase the teachers for their work / signature blah blah blah.. last time i see them scare, NOW they see me scare!!! hahahaha.. everytime i walk into staffroom they first one to ask me, "got things for me to sign ah?" lol.. so funny la.. and my working days in siglap gonna end soon .. that's sad.. it was the most fun job i ever had in my life so far.. hope i got chance to work there again =) cya all till next time i update, ya i know i did not update for DECADES hahahaha... BB!!

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2006-09-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

everything is just an illusion.. i should have trusted my dream more than reality.. at least dream when we wake up.. most of us forgets straight away what had happened...

great life~!!!

2006-07-18T15:18:00.000+08:00

everything's been great!!! i can't believe that i am not dreaming.. haha.. both of us had made a promise about the relationship.. i hope that none of us will ever break it ^^ as for me, i am not sure why, i can guarantee that i will never ever break this promise.. NEVER! even after i die, this promise will be kept.. hehe and i believe she won't too ^^ i am living in such a wonderful life now.. i wonder when will be my PERFECT life with her.. as soon as possible of course, and last forever~ i will never leave you~~ you can trust me =)

life..

2006-07-08T17:41:00.000+08:00

it's been a longgggg time since i last blogged.. haha.. lots of people are asking me this question.. haha this is my reply, i am fine ^^ i have been enjoying school days and reach home accompanying my dear dear =P its like a paradise.. but i wonder is this just an illusion, it's like too good to be true.. haha.. i've been really enjoying these moments.. my result in school also gave me an "A" ^^ its really like the happiest moment in my life.. but if this is an illusion.. i rather not wake up from it.. its really comfortable to be in this kind of life =P past few years i have been down in my luck badly.. but this year seems good! anyway is it an illusion or not, all depends on only one person's decision, i hope it will be a pleasant news for me!! hehehe... To be Continued...

都是你。。。

2006-01-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

谁改变了我的世界。。。
没有方向。。。没有日夜。。。
我看着天。。。这一刻在想你
是否会对我一样思念

你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望着天，在心中默默念。。。
下一秒，你出现在眼前。。。

想念的心，装满的都是你
我的钢琴，弹奏的都是你
我的日记，写满的都是你的名
才发现，又另一个黎明。。。

。。。。。。这是我对你爱的累积。。。。。。

Curious to find out what is those words? haha... if i tell u then its not secret liao, find out yourself :P

TaeX the Robber!!!!!!!

2005-11-23T16:35:00.000+08:00

hahaha...

2005-09-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

sia la~~ longer than my last post sia... haha... nicholas' blog finally back to life again, and that motivates me to update again... haha...

this few days, school makes me feel more and more boring... now i almost everyday 12pm then go school... which is after lunch break... haha... where's my motivation during my first few months of ITE life??!! i think is because of the people there had changed a lot... last time everyone are so quiet... everyone seems to be very keen to study, and with a quiet environment.. i am able to concentrate more... but now everything had changed... even teachers dun wanna teach much... almost everyday lesson just teach us a bit crap then the rest of the time is free time already... boring~~~~~~~~~ but sometimes maybe fun... my friends always have lots to talk about... haha...

nicholas!! i think initial D's song super nice sia~!!! lol... "Yi Lu Xiang Bei" is my favourite song... the lyrics really make me learn a lot of things... a lot to the max~~ 2nd is "Jie Kou".... the lyrics all very good sia... now i realized jay's talent... wilber although very good also but his lyrics not as meaningful as jay's... sia la... i scare after u send me more of his song i will become jay's fan instead sia~~ lol... but wilber's album also nice know~ u should listen sia.. haha...

nelson!! i need your help sia... y i cant win nicholas in daytona one~~ he forever in front of me a bit only... that's the A BIT make the difference of win and lose.. sometimes i also lucky win him... is he last part bang onto the wall or lose control go into the grass one, lol~~~ must teach me how to trash him know, after i win him then i improve myself to win u!!!!! haha....

tian!!!! remember stop thinking, boss.... SIGLAP C.I must know wat to keep in your mind and what not to keep... especially if u wan to go on your life like last time again~~~ u dun wan pple to worry right? yea, i know u will say "then dun worry la~!"... but since we are friends, u cant stop us from worrying for u, its natural for a friend to think this way for the other friend who is in trouble...

what i want is everyone live their life happily!!! better not live with regret and its bad for your health.... cherish every moment with what you have now, and forgot the past~!!! applies to me also... nicholas!! u will lose to me in daytona one day, boss~!!!!!!!! muuuuuuuuuhaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaa

i am back~~

2005-07-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

haha... very long never update le, got miss me mah? lalala :P now my ITE life is getting better... my classmate is not as dangerous as wat i thought earlier on.. haha.. only those malay gang... i never mix with them, but i think better not mix with them also is the best choice.. hehe... but i made a lot good friends in my class also... they r very good friends.. can talk about anything, and they are friendly and most importantly... they are not the bad eggs... hehehe :P i learnt a lot ways of html... now i think i can make my blog looks nicer by using those thing i learn ba.. hahaha :P if got anything that i can improve in my blog remember to tell me know.. then i can change them to make it better.. lol~~ now i am enjoying life in ITE.... now i dun feel like last time, now i really dun mind doing the second year of ITE... but of course.. if i can go poly straight from ITE first year, i would be most glad to do it.. haha :P

another week had passed...

2005-07-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

weekend just end so fast... but weekdays also end quite fast this year, is it time is flying faster? or is studying really interest me that time flies so fast? when i first started joining electronics, i already knew it is a very complicated and difficult course... and after 2 weeks of studying... it IS complicated and difficult... the starting 2~3 lessons quite easy... im able to understand... but after that its getting more confusing... im really scare that i cant cope with it... i wan to do well in it to get to poly as fast as possible... im so worried i may get results same as 'O' level again... now i really really really really really really really really really regret that i never study for 'O' level that time... haiz.... during that year i thought i wont regret sia... but i still end up regreting now... that year i edric told me he will go ITE if he cannot go poly after 'O's... but in the end he can go ITE but dun wan... now he no chance go poly but went for NS instead.... now i totally no friend in ITE... and i dun think i wanna mix around with pple at there too much.. already got quite a few classmates offered me cigarattes already.. i rejected all... my friend all say in ITE very easy to get into bad company... so i tried to keep quiet in class... so other pple wont come disturb me or offer me anything else... really sad sia... if i in poly confirm will have a better and good life... even though their study thing harder than ITE a lot... but at least still i will make some friend so can discuss with others... haha... for those pple who went to poly, must treasure the opportunities!!! or else will regret like me to the max... haha....

finally!!

2005-06-30T22:52:00.001+08:00

today she had finally replied me!! woohooo.... soo happy... her wound had recover... im relieved... but she sounds like she had so much stress on her life now... totally study... dun even have time to come online nowadays.. hope she really could take care of herself....

today at school i totally dun understand a thing in the lecture sia!!! but lucky during the practical lesson makes me learn back those thing again... or else i confirm sad to the max... haha... electronics starting to get hard liao.... i really dunno whether i can really cope with it or not... but i will try my best... nicholas!! maybe need your help next time to teach me sia~!!! wahaha~~ today after school go to eastpoint meet sebastian play pool... then by chance also met nicholas at there play daytona and pool~!! wahaha... i tot only will have we 2 sia... or else sure boring one.. nelson!! waiting for u daytona only!! faster come let sebastian bang your car~~ wahaha.... for more details about sebastian's playing style can ask me or nicholas :x he's good~~ hehe... today sad la!! play so many rounds pool also never win... haha... i met my friend whom i never see for so long at there play pool also... he training himself coz he 3 months never play then skill all gone.. haha... then i go play with him... he still win me sia!! his skills all gone but still win me, i paiseh sia, haha.. today i finally won nicholas in daytona!! but he confirm sad to the max... coz i is always catch up at the 0.1 second of the race then win one, and is REALLY 0.1 SECONDS!!! WAHAHA!!! his face suddenly shocked sia, thought he will get 1st then suddenly see he 2nd, then i 1st, his face funny at that time la~!!! wahaha... tml gonna play again, i wanna see that expression again!! i will laugh to the max, wahaha!!!

72 hours had passed...

2005-06-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

3 days already... did not receive her reply on email... is she really that busy that cant even come online to reply an email? i hope u dun tired yourself out.. remember to take care although studying is very important...

today finally wednesday... which is the day i watching Initial D again, wahaha!! with chris, max and nora... they haben watch yet... so i accompany them go... anyway i also felt like watching again... its really nice... haha... the way they drift their car, the way they overtake car in such a narrow path, wah.. i see already is like "how they do it one??!!" haha... coz normally in this narrow path i really cannot get pass the car in front of me in a racing game.. always bang onto the back of that car.. haha... too bad daytona cannot be like that show turn to the max... or else i think daytona will be a very hot game sia, haha... after that go home le... next day back to the boring school life again.... why everything need money!!?? or else can everyday mix with friend and that's so greattttt~~ haha.... today in school learnt a few new things again... today starting to get a bit blur of the thing teacher teaching liao... this is only the 1st and a half week and i am starting to get blur of wat teacher is teaching already... i am very worried whether i can still cope for the rest of my ITE life or not.. haiz.... science is my weakest subject other than history... then electronics totally teach science nia... i can understand the 1st few lecture i already felt that its impossible for me already.. haha... currently still satisfied with my performance in my school... the most interesting lesson is "Web-Development"... but one week only twice.. and each lesson they teach SLOW TO THE MAX~!!! now 2 lessons had passed and we only learnt about 15 commands.... still got billions to go... till when sia... lol... i hope i can learn all the html code by heart so next time can design a better blog or website, hehehe.... my cheer everyday to myself "Go~!! I can do it!! nothing is impossible if i work hard on it!!"

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2005-06-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

waited for another 24hours... no reply from her... no sign of her... y am i waiting for a person whom i know online? i totally dunno how she looks like... but i am really keen to see her.. talk to her... at least a sentence from her each day to let me know how is she doing... she injured herself 2 weeks ago... i wonder had her wound healed... the last day i asked her, she told me that is recovering already... had her wound healed finally now? is she starting to do well in her academic now? just a sentence... just a word... im satisfied... now its about 48hours since i talk to her, im worried... i hope this is just pure caring because of friendship, but not love... or some other ridiculous thing.. hahaha..... hope i am just imagining things...

today is the engineering school's turn to have a conference with the principal at the auditorium... quite interesting sia... the VIP, Adrian Lim, shown us 3 or more movies to teach us the ways of life, one is Indiana Jones, one is Patch Adam i think, one is National Treasure and one more i forgot is wat.. haha... all is not bad one... especially the Indiana Jones... its saying that the world is very unfair... a swordsman who trained his sword skill for about 20 years and decided to challenge Jones to a fight, then Jones just draw out his pistol and shot the swordsman to death, life is so vulnerable... all the hardwork gone in just a second... technology is so scary now... that's y so many pple says the world is unfair, and it is really really true.. about the "Patch Adam", is my favourite of all those dvd he shown us... its about a guy name "Patch Adam", he's a doctor who not only wanting to just cure patients, he also wanted to try his best to entertain patients, because in hospital is so boring... and especially those patients who's life is going to end... he will try his best to let their remaining life living to the fullest, even if he get scolded by his superior for doing all the joker moves, he still insist on his way, and all the patient like him... he met a patient at a hospital, an old man... who pointed out four of his fingers and ask Patch how many fingers r there.. and he answered "four", but that oldman said "Another idiot..." after i see this scene, i felt weird... that's really four wat.. then after that Patch Went to ask the oldman for the answer, then that oldman ask him the same question again, and he answered "four" again, the oldman replied "dun look at my fingers!! look at me! if you focus on the finger, u will not see the answer!! look beyond my fingers!!" and this time Patch saw eight of them!! and that's the correct answer.. this shows that we do things that people can't do, we see things that other people can't see then we can be outstanding among pple, i only watched a small part of the movie only and i like it very much already... who got the dvd can lend? or know where to buy? haha... remember tell me, boss~~ thanks eh.. lol

haiz...

2005-06-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

one of my friend told me that she cant get online nowadays already... wat am i feeling? i sort of.. miss her so much...? she's in malaysia and im in singapore, cant like meet up or anything.. she got to concentrate on her studies before she can get online again... now i have to use emails to contact with her, but everytime we check it, it will take a long time till we reply each other.. study is always the thing that break good things into halves, but is very very important for our future... is this good thing that she cant get online and let me concentrate on my studies already? or is it bad thing that i may miss her too much till i cant concentrate on my studies? so far electronics had been interesting for me, which allows me to put all my concentration on studying... but when i am alone... my mind will pop out her name.. image of her online last time... things that she will normally say to me... i started to imagine things, i cant believe im thinking of all these nowadays... since she told me that she's not able to online for a very long time.. today is the first day since i parted with her online, just sent her an email, wonder will she reply it.. or is she too busy to even come online? i dunno.. but i really hope i could be able to contact her, at least by email, even it takes a long time to reply each other, i dun mind... but i just wish and hope that everyday i could at least see her message once, then i am satisfied... really satisfied... that small little artwork that i put up in my blog is a drawing i mail to her through letter, i dun have anything to let me remind me of her, although she said she had sent an artwork from her to me, but till now i still haben receive it.. so till now.. only that drawing of mine could remind me of her, i hope it will be up there forever... i hope i will not be forced to take it out... forever...

hohoho...

2005-06-21T16:01:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i write in here le.. haha... my school reopen liao.. today is the 2nd day of my school... yesterday early 9am go school wait at the hall till everyone come till 10am -.- crap sia.. waste our time.. then i saw anwar at the hall also.. so far yesterday he's the only one i saw.. lol.. then our form teacher bring us to our classroom, shiok sia got aircon.. haha... then the whole day the class so quiet... i feel so good after i thought i could finally have a quiet class... but after today's STUPID ICE BREAKING GAME!!!! everyone in the class get to know each other better... and become a SUPER ULTRA NOISY CLASS which i had last time in secondary school.. this sucks -.- today got CCA orientation... saw a lot CCA sia... first i went to see TKD... see they train on target, well, i have to say, their standard not as good as my current club... or izzit they perform too long then tired liao? who knows.. tml night i going to try out their training and this will show me their real power, haha.. then after that i go see karate, they no performance sia!!! when i ask them about it, they tell me "sign up 1st then we perform let u see", wahaha!! wat sia~~~~ that's so far the thing for today liao... now i really need advice from tian.. haha... i gonna play pool with him later on... hope can really get a good advice on it ;x ok, im gonna go meet with him, lol... next time write again

hai...

2005-06-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

today i thought will be as normal... so i thought of doing something else... so i drew a picture of one of my favourite comic and send it to one of my friend staying at malaysia, hehe, she also like to draw comic character too :P haha, so we started to send each other some drawing of wat we drawn and let each other take a look :P then i went down to put it into the post box, then i went home, change back to my home clothes, after an hour or so, tian called me to go out, haha, gonna change back to outside clothes again :P then actually meet him for pool at pavillion, but when we step in, wah~~ so many pple... dun even have an empty table, haha... so we went to tampines mall and century square walk walk... i bought 2 more comics again today, haha, the comics just sooooo nice :P today tian's handphone cover break coz of dunno wat happen, wahaha... he just suddenly stun down there and i totally dunno wat happen, then he take out his handphone, WOW! a big crack~~ haha... so went to buy a new cover for him... but i still quite worry about him, wonder when will he forget all his past thing and get back to normal, tian~!!! I summon your spirit back to your body!!! wahaha....

another day...

2005-06-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

haha.. today got a bit programme.. although not as much as friday.. haha... this morning actually meet nicholas they all 1pm like that go singapore expo's PC show one.. when 10am++ nicholas suddenly call me and say wan play pool, sia la~! i haben even start preparing anything sia.. lol.. then ask me bring plaster and tissue for him, wahaha~ i laugh till stomach pain sia :x then reach there meet nelson and nicholas, saw them playing daytona again, haha... forever sia ;x after i met them we go play pool liao... then halfway jin hao come in the place and meet us, then i play with him, sia la~!! he first time play can almost win me already sia, i paiseh sia.. lol.. today full of injury sia~ my hand kanna the table till blue black, lol.. nicholas' finger injured, nelson kanna hit by jin hao with the que stick on the face, wahaha(of coz is accidentally one :P) left jin hao never kanna injured sia, not fair sia the god, haha.. joking joking.. then after that go to singapore expo, saw a lot pple, a lot till almost cannot move sia, haha.. then thought the exhibition will be very fun, got sports fair and PC show, then we first went to PC show, walk one whole round the place, squeezy and boring sia.. and also very noisy... there also got food booth, wahaha... like nelson say.. those food is more entertaining than those PC thing sia, wahaha~ i agree with him fully :P then after that we thought of going sports fair also, since its things doing with sports, should be much more fun ba? then we start to walk there.. feeling excited.. when we reach there... we are shock~!! shock by the crap they sell there -.- all are just shirt, trackpants and other type of clothing, totally nothing else!!! so much more boring than PC show!!! and those clothing also nothing special and nice one... full of crap... wahaha.... waste our time to make the trip there and squeeze here and there with pple... and like nicholas say "who's the idiot suggest to go expo?", wahaha!!! yeah~~ who's the idiot sia? :P
but today jin hao awfully quiet, dunno wth he thinking sia.. lol.. today bought a new necklace also le ^^ looks quite good on me, hahahaha :P my previous necklace can put to rest liao, haha..

ooo..

2005-06-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

today can say a lot programme.. haha.. past few days really nothing good to write.. so i never really bother to update my blog.. haha.. today early morning wake up go to my school le.. haha.. Simei ITE.. i thought i will go to balestier sia.. then few days before they sent me a letter that i successfully applied for Electronics course in Simei ITE... haha... quite happy about it.. at least no need fly till so far and go balestier ITE :P then go inside the school take colour blindness test, haha.. got a few question i cannot 100% read out wat is the number.. at most only about 80%.. in the end i estimate the numbers that have the most possibilty to be correct, haha.. surprisingly in the end i still get full mark in the test.. haha.. when i saw my result i cant believe it also... after that go photo taking.. then go back home.. reach home at about 11:23pm ba.. still got about an hour or two before i meet nicholas they all.. haha.. actually i plan after i go my school then straight away go meet they all the time will be just nice, but in the end i dun expect the school thing end so fast, so in the end still went home and slack 2 hours then go meet them.. when meet nicholas they all le, then we go inside pavillion play pool le.. haha.. today my lucky day sia~ i anyhow aim also can let the ball go in, today worth my time and money playing pool, finally not nicholas alone worth his time and money, wahaha!!! after that go to century square buy movie ticket of "Madagascar".. then still got about 40mins like that then start... so went to have dunno lunch or dinner at about 4pm++.. haha.. after times up then go watch movie le... the show funny sia~~ and of course, my favourite is still lion!!!!!!! haha... now you all should know the reason why i like lion so much? if dunno nvm, slowly think, wahaha :P after watching that show then go home le... reach home and continue my daily boring life... listen music... sleep.. watch tv... play game... blah blah blah... so boring...

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2005-05-20T08:53:00.000+08:00

haiz... since we all stopped going to gym.. everyday im super boring at home.. i cant forget all the fun we have that time.. gym... daytona...swimming...daidee...all a lot other stuffs that's just so fun to have friends around with me... i cant believe this is ending.. y is this ending so fast!!! now everyone is starting school except me... sooooooo sian... everyone will be busying studying and i will be busying thinking wat to do next... haha.. not that i wan to go back school... just that i dun wan them to leave so fast... i maybe selfish... but this is my real feeling... haha.. i now everyday at home stare at either computer or tv only.. really nothing to do anymore... they all busy preparing stuffs for their school and no time to go out le.. actually nora ask me go out one sia.. watch simi "Madagascar".. then ask me ask ray and edric... in the end edric dun wan watch that show ask me change.. then change here and there all is either watch before or not nice one... then the movie is cancelled liao... now i become boring again... ahhh~!!!! someone help me!! get me out of the "Hell of Boring"!!!

boring day...

2005-05-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

today sooo boring... although as usual go gym with nelson they all, but just so boring!! morning go gym, at there about 1 hour like that go shower liao... shower finish go nelson's house canteen eat lunch and play poker.. muhaha... this is the only fun thing today.. i never break my record, i did not suffle even ONCE in the game of daidee.. lol... then change to "bluff" then i lose ka siao.. this shows that i am a honest guy, dun even know how to bluff people, lalala :P after that nelson and seng go home liao... pang seh us right!!?? then me and nicholas go eastpoint and the pasar malam walk walk... nothing much to see sia.. i think we go too early liao... nxt time must later go.. hoho.. then go home play game as usual.. lol.. then kanna scolded by a girl through sms.. lol.. watch tv halfway then kanna scold, sad ~.~ haha... dunno she real angry or not, through sms i feel that she is a angry but also feel she joking.. lol.. but i dun find any reason she can angry about me for this small matter ba? i not her stead anyway.. hoho.. that's y pple always say.. "nu ren xing, hai di shen(woman's heart, deep as sea)" <--direct translation, muhaha~

this is good..

2005-05-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

morning as usual go gym, with nelson, nicholas and seng, after that go swim.. got a butterfly story.. lalala... then quite a long swim then we go bath le.. the floor super dirty sia.. the cleaner is cleaning the toilet then we just nice go in.. wahaha.. then after that go eastpoint play daytona le.. crap sia.. now i always get last.. lol.. y eastpoint the car all not good one!! not gear spoil then is car crap.. haha.. then go to tampines walk walk.. nelson go buy earring again.. shining sia~ when the sun shine on it will make my eye blind.. wahaha.. after that go have a late lunch.. and dessert at S-11 at tampines.. full sia~ after that go back tampines mall walk walk and pass by toysauras.. seng crap sia!!! go wear the star war mask and light saber and walk around the shop like an idiot, everyone laughing at him, lol.. i also laugh till stomach pain sia.. after that go century square meet amin and anwar watch movie, "House of Wax".. digusting sia~!! the person cut the finger like easy sia.. haha, anyway, its nice.. i recommend u all watch.. straight after movie go out see liying, eileen and katherine.. liying saw nicholas straight away shout out something sia.. and not i wan to say sia.. her voice much scarier than the movie's sia.. wahaha!! oh ya.. and much louder also.. after that we all go home le.. such a fun day.. hoho..

boring day...

2005-05-04T19:47:00.000+08:00

i thought weekdays wont be sooo boring sia... then today nelson not free cannot go gym... stay at home soooo sian sia... do some workout at home myself to keep myself fit, lalala :P but dun have the effect in gym.. at home very slack sia.. wahaha... then as usual... play game... listen music... watch tv... chat msn and irc :D other than that nothing le... hope tml wont cancel also, lol..

today..

2005-05-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

today is as usual sia.. but still quite fun to have friends around me.. hoho... go to nelson house's gym with seng and nicholas... threadmill all kanna taken sia.. then go outside run... i run half i buay tahan sia... i wonder wat's so difference between threadmill and outside running.. lol... then after that go swimming... a lot pple sia... maybe coz exam period ba... stay there for some time coz of some reason.. wahaha :P after that actually wan go sauna and have another good sweating day~~ but crap sia... go inside for about 10~15mins still totally no heat... i can even hold the coal in my hand and it feels sooooo cold... lol... then go out realize we never on the heat, wahaha... then dun feel like going in jiu go shower le ^^ after that go to eastpoint and eat KFC ^^ then meet jernel and katherine coz they saw us in eastpoint also ba.. after that go play pool with them also.. jernel haben even start playing she gtg le, haha... i thought got 1 more person share pool money sia ;x then after pool play daytona... finally get once 1st and win nelson~~ wahaha.. but is last minute chiong in front of him one :xx but then after that all i get is 2nd and 3rd nia le... si nelson everytime starting nia come bang me.. nicholas also sia.. everyday car flipped over coz of u!! lol... but its very very fun... too bad expensive sia.. cannot play a lot time.. or else i sure win u all~!! :P

labour day...

2005-05-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

labour day is soooo sian for pple like me who has nothing to do everyday and at home slack... today actually go gym one.. then scare labour day a lot pple go.. then in the end cancel.. haha... if im back in school or work confirm like this day one sia :P but today is the 1st time i dun like holiday sia.. spoil my activity for today.. no more daytona and threadmill, sad... lol.. nelson.. u dun action.. nxt time i will be 1st in daytona instead of u~!!!! muhaha... today whole day stay at home play game and listen music nia... the 10pm~1130pm lawyer show finish last friday liao... sad sia... now totally no show watch on tv anymore.. anyone can intro any? haha..

:P

2005-04-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

like yesterday... morning go to gym... then lift a bit weights then go run around the condo... wahaha... fierce sia... then go back gym run threadmill again... more fierce.. :x.. then lift a bit weights again jiu go swim le :P then go sauna... si kee kit cheat sia go sit below... die die also dun wan go out rite... wahaha :P after that go play arcade... daytona is like everyday's activity sia~~ but i like.. lol...

so shiok~~

2005-04-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

today early morning wake up sia~~ haha... slept for 2 hours nia ;xx then go to school bo liao, then shun bian visit tian siang ^^ then i kanna dragged into working for the school for free ( but i like it, wahaha)... 1st help teacher print things... scan things... the a longgggggg painting of history room... lol.. very fun painting with tian siang sia... all kinds of laughter... jokes... haha... but sorry leh, cannot stay till finish the whole room... hoho... then after that meet nicholas, nelson and seng go gym.. never expect i can do so much thing in there sia.. wahaha... then after that dinner... dinner liao go play arcade as usual, lol~~ fun and interesting day sia ^^

wth...

2005-04-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

unexpected things happened.. sebastian lost my handphone number or something? totally never call or sms me when he come out of camp... he come out even is need my other friend tell me then i know de... his other friends all know about him coming out of camp except me? wth??? NS changed him? or he spoil his handphone during camp? yan lin even called me to ask whether i got go fetch him or not.. when i say dun have and asked why.. she reply "nothing..bye" to me.. i did something bad during his camp period to him? i wonder did i go NS and disturb him... wat exactly happen sia.. i really wish to know... i really never expect this will actually happen... so many unexpected thing in this world...

boring...

2005-04-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

before sebastian come out... it will be a long time at home doing nothing... help me!!! lol.. soo sian.. when sebastian come out gonna go for a good meal for him ^^ chiong ah~~ jia you sebas~

haha...haha...hahaa....

2005-04-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

boring at home... so long nv update blog coz everyday having the same life... would like to have a more interesting life... but somehow... dun wanna have a too interesting life too... life is weird... could make us have everything at the moment... a single..short moment of happiness... but it could make us lose everything too... i am so afraid of losing... just like pple say... a party, no matter how fun it is.. it still an ending to it... i am just afraid of this... haha..... i dun dare to say out my real feelings... so im trying to use blog to say it out... hehe... its really good to have a blog...

another day...

2005-04-15T17:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday play game till forgot to update sia... haha... but nv update also nvm... doing same things as today... play game~~~ play game and thats the only thing i doing... lol... boring~~~ sian~~~ and btw... sorry for those pple i nv reply in msn, too concentrated on game, lol

lalala~~ :P

2005-04-13T17:17:00.000+08:00

song~~ today chris they all ask me go seoul garden eat, yummmm~~~ :P nice sia.. wahaha... then eat till very very full... almost cant walk sia ;x after that back to home play game liike nothing happen again... sian ;x sebastian called me sia, it surprised me to the max... he say he's fine in camp... hope really so... haha... wonder how he will looks like in botak :P 1 week later he come out le... hope can really meet up with him and talk and chat, wahaha...

hohoho...

2005-04-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

wah... i thought today will be as sian as yesterday sia... heng tian call me out to take a walk... haha... or else will be sooo sian at home again... go play pool then go city hall walk walk... then go suntec city de pizza hut and eat :P full sia~~ muhaha... thanks for your treat sia tian... lol.. then after that back to home play game again... lalala.... sooo sian

what a day...

2005-04-11T19:15:00.000+08:00

morning pack my room... then after that play computer game for the whole day... sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.... sooooooo sian.... lol

boring~!!!!!!!!

2005-04-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

this morning i kept dreaming about my work sia... i dunno i missed my work that much... and i am only out of there for a day... haha... this is so crap... those image of me working in there is clearly floating in my mind... i think i really have a great time working there... tiring but... really FUN!!! now i really miss my job!!! but i have to quit and continue my studies... soooo siannnn.... today really nothing to do sia... whole day at home... si keng ling say wan to go out then dun wan... haha... make me sian at home do nothing... now no job... nothing to do... no place to go... sebastian go NS... 2 weeks later then can see him... SIAN!!!!!!

shiok sia :D

2005-04-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

today my REAL last day of work le... hoho... my supervisor ride his motorbike and bring me go outside eat instead of the usual food in my workplace, my 2nd ride on motor, the wind is like... VOOM~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muhaha... windy till i can hardly open my eyes... so shiok and fun ;x but i still will not let motor be my future mobile, haha... haiz... i am feeling that i dun understand myself again now... haha... i felt relieve that i had leave that place and out of work, but i also feels that i dun wanna leave coz of the work and the pple there... wat i wan is peace? or friends? hard choice... LALALA~~~

like miracle sia o_O

2005-04-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

i yesterday sick today ok liao, the doctor's medicine like those type "immortal pill (xian dan)" <- dunno the english word of "xian dan", lol... even my collegue also dun believe sia, then keep asking where i see the doctor, muhaha... today SUPPOSE to be last day of my work sia... then my supervisor ask me to stay on till tml... dunno should be happy or sad... happy for able to stay back and work more? sad for not able to leave that place? haha... i also not sure sia... sometime i really dun even understand how i feel... lalala~~~ hope i can understand myself one day... muhaha

sick sia...

2005-04-07T20:45:00.000+08:00

today such a crap day... sick till cannot work... then rest in my workplace till i get released from work... heng my supervisor is good sia... or else i think i die there le, muhaha... then after that go see doctor... a lot pple sia... but dunno y is all come in after i register, haha... so i am still the 1st one :P hope i will get back to normal soon... hoho... tml last day of work le... a bit "she bu de" sia :D

sian...

2005-04-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

today is such a boring day... as usual... early morning go to work... nothing much happened today... as usual... carry goods here and there... drive here and there... run here and there... and do everything here and there :P oh well... i hope there will be more interesting things happen in my future life, muhaha...

ooo... so happy :D

2005-04-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

today is so full of programme~~ hoho... went to ITE to apply for the school with my friend... and wait... and wait... and wait... till 2pm++ then got pple come talk to us sia... the teacher says that my result should be no problem to go in that course, i felt so relieved after he says that... haha... now just need to wait for their reply and i am off to my ITE life~~ :D after that went back to eastpoint and meet my friends, we went for sakae sushi to have our meal (yummmm :P) well... but sure it cost a bit, haha, oh well, but they r really nice :D after that we went to play pool in the arcade in eastpoint, si tian play a while nia trash me liao, if know earlier i would win u more before u learn it :P... oh ya... si yan lin, dun always trash me in pool leh, i noob must give chance sia... haha... this really is a very fun day... i hope there will be more of these days coming... but i hope "someone" can really cheer up... my heart is really aching when i see him in his... uncheerful mood... oh well... and of coz.. i am not a gay... muhaha... friday gonna quit my job le... sebas going in NS at friday... why siaaaaaa~~~~ then he go in i go out... after that we will have very little time to mix around together again... sad sia~~

crap sia..

2005-04-04T18:52:00.000+08:00

phew!! wat a day!! my colleague scold me for being too hardworking... wat sia~~~ wat's wrong with being hardworking??? i thought pple would like hardworking pple... but all i get is laughter from them... sad to the max~~~~~~ oh well.. other than that... i dun think i had anymore special incident that happen... my leg had recovered!!! yeah!!!!! :P it feels good to be able to walk back normally again ;x

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2005-04-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

WeLcOmE to my blog... first day open blog... remember give me support, hoho...

FINAL FANTASY VIII

yawnz..

CRAP!!

haiz...

Remove Stitches!!!

The Period Of HELL!!!

1st operation in my life....

rulz

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Time can help us forget all thing?

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working in Siglap Secondary

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great life~!!!

life..

都是你。。。

TaeX the Robber!!!!!!!

hahaha...

i am back~~

another week had passed...

finally!!

72 hours had passed...

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haiz...

hohoho...

hai...

another day...

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boring day...

this is good..

boring day...

today..

labour day...

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so shiok~~

wth...

boring...

haha...haha...hahaa....

another day...

lalala~~ :P

hohoho...

what a day...

boring~!!!!!!!!

shiok sia :D

like miracle sia o_O

sick sia...

sian...

ooo... so happy :D

crap sia..

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