one of my friend told me that she cant get online nowadays already... wat am i feeling? i sort of.. miss her so much...? she's in malaysia and im in singapore, cant like meet up or anything.. she got to concentrate on her studies before she can get online again... now i have to use emails to contact with her, but everytime we check it, it will take a long time till we reply each other.. study is always the thing that break good things into halves, but is very very important for our future... is this good thing that she cant get online and let me concentrate on my studies already? or is it bad thing that i may miss her too much till i cant concentrate on my studies? so far electronics had been interesting for me, which allows me to put all my concentration on studying... but when i am alone... my mind will pop out her name.. image of her online last time... things that she will normally say to me... i started to imagine things, i cant believe im thinking of all these nowadays... since she told me that she's not able to online for a very long time.. today is the first day since i parted with her online, just sent her an email, wonder will she reply it.. or is she too busy to even come online? i dunno.. but i really hope i could be able to contact her, at least by email, even it takes a long time to reply each other, i dun mind... but i just wish and hope that everyday i could at least see her message once, then i am satisfied... really satisfied... that small little artwork that i put up in my blog is a drawing i mail to her through letter, i dun have anything to let me remind me of her, although she said she had sent an artwork from her to me, but till now i still haben receive it.. so till now.. only that drawing of mine could remind me of her, i hope it will be up there forever... i hope i will not be forced to take it out... forever...
.Tae still searching for his Rinoa at 6/27/2005 09:53:00 PM on Monday, June 27, 2005
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